In December-dark caverns of shadow and fern,
Grey as the mist of the horse-haunted sky,
Is a clatter of pigeons where princes have played
In the curving stone bones
That are wrapped around secrets and sighs.
In hide and seek hollows
Where corbels are carved by masons and frost,
On stairs that climb somewhere and nowhere
The air is hung with breathing,
The walls are touched by fingertips
Tracing the shapes with a blind girl’s strength,
Remebering the blue and gold and purple
Of the pre-Shakespearian day.
Christmas ghosts ripple the chivalrous silence,
And I know that in the deepest coffin of a winter’s day,
On the turning of the bleakest year
That I was and always will be
Happy here.